9.15.2009

week 12...196 days to go!

Whew! It's already week 12. My oh my, how times flies when you're having fun... and when you're not sleeping!

I am happy to announce that I do believe my energy is finally coming back. It was getting pretty ridiculous there for a while. I would wake up in the morning and want to go back to sleep (even though I had slept for nearly 10 hours); I would come home from work in the evening and take "naps" for a good hour; and my head always hit the pillow before 930a. But something amazing has happened... I have regained the majority of my energy back! Hallelujah!! I don't know what it was, but I'm not complaining. After Eddie and I spent this past weekend in Cincinnati with Jamie and Ivan's wedding festivities, it all of a sudden hit me. I can be busy all day and not take a nap and go to bed past 930p and wake up the next day feeling like my normal self! To you this may seem weird... but to a pregnant gal, it's the greatest thing ever.

Unlike most people I know, I have not had the horrendous experience of morning (afternoon or evening) sickness. I have had a few bouts of it, but nothing too terrible. I did have to leave work a little early one day due to my nausea. But I went home, napped (duh), and woke up feeling pretty stellar.

But honestly, I shouldn't complain. All of the tiredness, headaches, boobs in SO MUCH pain, unannounced breakouts on my face (bleh), waves of nausea, peeing every hour on the hour, and bloatedness are totally worth it. Because I have a teeny tiny little miracle growing inside of me. I am honored and priviledged to be the mother of this little (2 inch, as of this week) human being inside of me.  I can't wait to meet baby and get to know him or her. I can't wait to hold it and stare into its eyes, kiss its soft lips and smell the sweet, sweet baby skin that we all know smells soooo good!  I absolutely cannot wait.

Baby is currently a little over 2 inches long (comparision this week: baby is about the size of a lime!) and weighs half an ounce. The most dramatic development this week are reflexes! Baby's fingers will soon begin to open and close, toes will curl, eye muscles will clench, and baby's mouth will make sucking movements. In fact, if I prod my abdomen, baby will squirm in response, although I won't be able to feel it.

So as I leave this first chapter in our baby's development, I enter another amazing one... one of which baby will continue to grow and get strong and healthy. We will finally be able to view the ultrasound and I will finally be able to feel baby kick. That will be simply amazing.

More to report from the baby belly at week 13...

Peace, love, and baby,

Meredith & Eddie



My baby belly at 12 weeks...

9.09.2009

houston... we have a heartbeat!!

It's official!! We're having a baby... what an absolutely amazing, indescrible feeling it was to hear the sound of the baby's heart. It was truly music to my ears. Tears rolled down my face, instantly. I was in total and complete awe that I am carrying such a miracle. I knew it all along, but the confirmation just made it so real. Way more real than the 4 (yes, I said 4) home pregnancy tests that I took back in July.

Eddie and I are so excited...

So, I am officially 11wks and a few days. Our official (or unofficial, depending on my ultrasound at 20 weeks) due date is 3.28.2010. March babies are awesome. Now I will finally let my mother and Eddie take pictures so that I can post them and send them to my Auntie Sissy Rachie in California :)

I've been so nervous to so much as say the word "pregnant" out loud for fear that something awful may happen. But I need to overcome my fears. As I am nearing my second trimester, I am feeling much more confident and am now no longer afraid to tell "too many people" that I am pregnant. I am telling the world!!

At 11wks the baby is just over 1.5 inches long. Size comparison: a fig, and is almost completely formed. The bones are already starting to harden and the baby is moving around around like crazy, although I can't feel anything just yet.

I am falling in love already...

More to report from the baby belly at 12 weeks...

Peace, love, and baby,

Meredith & Eddie








This is what baby looks like at 11 weeks. Unfortunately, I don't have a picture of myself at 11 weeks... But I will be sure to post one at 12 weeks